Sunday, September 30, 2007
请你一定要比我幸福才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦
爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐
放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿
孤不孤独都别在乎!
12:30 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007

supper at centrepoint area..
方力申-无双谱
作曲:陈辉阳
填词:林夕
编曲:陈辉阳/吴国恩
监制:gary chan
大概三角才好
你有本领两个得到
令你身价抬高
谁亦害怕未抢到
而爱情要用尺度
极怀疑全非真爱慕
而最后让你苦恼决定谁好
或两匹布你自问未着到
你想相恋的高估你
还是失恋的憎恨你
难道爱情
需找两个人优点去比
每次给挑鸭被抛弃
其实我以心来挑选你
却像竞技卖艺游戏
是我想我人好
每次都信勉强不到
亦信纯真的爱慕
何用做戏地讨好
如爱情需踏血路
是情人诚恳抑冷酷
如我们烦恼该去礼让谁好
就当憎你我但愿你听到
你想一起都苦等你
还是想一起争夺你
难道爱情需找两个人优点去比
每次给挑鸭被抛弃
其实我以心来挑选你
却像竞技卖艺游戏
怕赢了亦恨透你
10:39 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
PART 1
I'm feeling better today. psychologically.
but my flu is gettin worse...i think my sister has spread to me her poisonous germs. At least I am still surviving on my last 6 cold tablets. Studied with sam at gloria jeans(vivo) yesterday, it's my favourite mugging spot now. But I guess the air-con made my condition worst though it wasn't a very cold place. Well, I calculated how much expenses would have been spent on drinking coffee in a month if I continue meeting sam there every tuesday & saturday.
2 * $4.30 ( for my fav GJ Iced Coffee OR Ice cappucinno) = $8.60 per week.
1 month = $8.60 * 4 = $ 34.40
Well, tell me if its worth it...but I guess if I can really utilise all the time studying & absorbing my notes, it should be worth it. haha.
Do we look alike?
Mindmap: FRS 2 Inventory
boo hoo hoo..i really hate to study!
I'm gonna continue my entry later in the day. Shall start on AIS now. I hate my nose, feel like chopping it off nw. Its itchy yet I can't seem to sneeze...
I feel like getting my own digital camera..took these photos at clarke quay yesterday with jo's camera. The lightings & deco at clarke quay really v nice! Feels great seeing all of them although Lynn couldn't come as she's sick. Though it was a short meetup, I'm glad all of us always got many things to crap about. Like Jo's "ASSETS", stephanie's CASTOR/JANGO bf, many more..i love all of them. hearts:)
My mom's nagging at me nw. I know I would be staying at home the whole day today(because I got a feeling my tuition kid is gg to ps me). Urgh..means I will be stuck with her the whole day. Sometimes, it's not that I love going out...but I've got nothing to say to my mom. Once I start on a topic, she'll rattle on for 2-3 hours which is quite annoying. So, i rather go out den to stay at home cuz if i don't talk to my mom, I will feel guilty too.. I'm a bad daughter. I hope my daughter won't do this to me in future.
Well, today is mooncake festival. Sam's celebrating it with Xiang Hao. I've got no one to celebrate with:( Sometimes I just wish I have a boisterous family. Like those we see on ZHEN QING. No wonder they always say "it only happens on tv".
I love this pair of earrings. The pink one. Shall get frm Em if she can get large discount=) Sam says it is totally me. u all think the yellow one nicer or pink one? cuz I cannot make up my mind. As fickle as ever=/

shall end here..
Vist
http://enigma-loves.livejournal.com
for clothes spree & accessories.
10:40 AM
Monday, September 24, 2007

Gwen Stefani 4 In The Morning Lyrics
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)
12:30 AM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
I haven't been talking to my good friend, nigel, for a long long time till last night. In case he might be reading this, thanks for all the jokes which made lessons and lectures entertaining. One year ago, he complaint that I didn't blog about him..One year later, I did though it took a year, I didn't forget ur comment. I didn't forget any of our s73 classmates.
Thank you for all the nice songs that u sent me since 2005 till now, especially yesterday. (2004 not counted since I dun rmb talking to u in J1. hee) ha, I always comment ur songs are nice...but u always say my songs suck. so sad lah. hee
:)
By the way, I don't know why 3 of the songs you sent are so sad. But I found them especially nice & meaningful
1. John Farnham & Human Nature - Everytime You Cry
2. Maroon 5 - It Won't Be Soon Before Long 11 - Better That We Break
3. Avril Lavigne-When You're Gone
Artist:Avril lavigne
Song:When You're Gone
Album:The Best Damn Thing
i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
(chorus)
when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you
i've never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you,
i love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
(chorus)
we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah
(chorus)
7:49 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
Just got home frm school..had lunch with my friend & went cityhall to meet jj to get my online top. I bought shorts from osmose. haha..love my shorts=)
IT lesson was quite sian...jianwen, joseph and chris all pon again. I'm always the only one in my grp for IT..damn sad lah. lucky yongsi was around...the teacher covered erd diagrams today. super hard. dunno which irritating person invented it. haha...but i hope to do well for IT this semester. yet to draft my timetable for this holidays...but I'm determine to catch up with all my readings. .
Watching the 7pm show. Today is the last episode...well, it's a cliche show & it'll have a cliche ending. But cliche are usually happy ending & i love all happy endings:)
Can't wait for the new hk drama cuz got ALEX FONG!! haha..see!! I know he'll make it one day to s'pore (after 5 yrs) but it all means i got good foresight too=)
My entry shall be short & sweet today.
6:56 PM
hey babes!
I'm organising the mid-autumn festival meetup. Pls indicate the days u will prefer to meet up on my tagboard so that everybody can see each others' availability.
Choices:
1. Monday night
2. Tuesday afternoon - Steph offered steamboat at her hse afternoon.
3. Wednesday night - Lynn and me can't make it
4. Thursday night - Cindy and steph can't make it
5. Friday night- steph can't make it
6. Saturday night - i got abc farewell dinner
7. Sunday night
Let's make the meet up a success okay? preferably can go someone's hse to play wif lantern! haha..(dun say I'm xiaomin's childish idea!) bleah! okay...or we can go clarke quay to chill. enjoy ur recess week.
much loves!
xiaomin=)
6:38 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007

At lynn's room. we took this picture last year using Lynn's Apple notebook. Miss the girls.
Mooncake festival is coming! I remember how we used to stay back in IJ during mooncake festival to play the chinese riddle games...I remember teaming up with Lynn! ha..wonder if she still remembers. running around in school sweating like mad to crack the riddles..and also lighting up the lantern and exploring the ij tracks..gg to the mama-shop from the backdoor to buy sparks! And there's one last incident that I believe joanna will rmb! During sec 2 we kena sabo-ed as class reps to design/make a latern. It was the yr of the 'Snake' & so i used some clothes hanger and a lot of aluminium foil to make it into a snake. Gosh...I can't rmb if we managed to win any prize for it but the judges must be blind if we did. Anw, my sis bought snowskin mooncakes(green tea). Damn nice but like v sinful..i'm still 'on diet'. Jinyuan told me she gg to lose 2 kg during recess week. hah..quite motivating but like quite impossible for me to achieve that. argh...but nv give up! I want to look pretty this dec hols=)
Watched underdogs wif jianwen, kathleen & yifeng. Quite nice..but dunno why the guys were fallin asleep..but it was a good show. Not fantastic but at least I wasnt a least bored at any part of the show. The dogs are damn cute!! And I think I'm damn blind when I am not wearing specs..took me a while to recognise ruixin & jo at JP. My myopia must have worsen..sigh!! So rui, u know I didn't purposely ignore u for ytd & today.
Holidays are coming! But there's IT, 202 and 201 to project to settle. I have many readings to catch up too..sigh..dun want my pimples to pop out! I want to do well this semester.
And..i got a december holiday job lobang! recommended by xiaomin..hee, my abc senior.
Babes, if u are interested, do sms me or drop me an email.
STILA WEEKEND JOB
fri-sun (only need to work for 2 weekends) - 7 dollars per hr.
and u'll receive 50 dollars stila voucher after that.
Hope I get selected though for this job. Hope sam gets it too.
6:55 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i'm yours - jason mraz
love this song. it's my fav song nw.
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksand
now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn
to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait,
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
No need to complicate Our time is short
It can not wait, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!
7:40 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
心动心痛
宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:慢慢远离的梦
欣:渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
11:39 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007


I love my jewellery box! haha..took 2 hrs to pack everything nicely=)
oO..and I want to go on a diet! My sister is coughing so badly nw...I hope she spreads to me her sickness so I can fall sick & lose weight conveniently. Haha..but I think dry cough is not contagious. *sad* I'm inspired to lose weight to look pretty!
Niki Chow is super chio & hot!!I love her hair colour, skin colour & blue dress a lot! I want to straighten my hair and dye the same colour during december. Argh..she's so preetty!!




School work is increasing it's weight at the same time! I must start to clear my readings..must learn from samantha..she's always doing work daily..slowly clearing her readings.hai..why did i deviate so much frm sec skool? I was much consistent den..was I? or I was more timid..didn't dare to see anything lower den C.
And I simply love this song! The lyrics are so sweet & meaningful=)
Cry On My Shoulder
Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar
Album: United
Composer: Dieter Bohlen
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do
9:14 PM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
cats!






10:51 PM