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Sunday, August 12, 2007

I'm so glad I put a password to my blog. So now I can rant about almost everything I want without constrictions. Furthermore, I know I can trust those that I gave my password to. I just went to check my email and I received some very bad news.

From :	Myra Tan
Sent :	Sunday, August 12, 2007 2:56 PM
To :	, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,
Subject :	Update of Elections/ICAEW Talk

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Attachment :	NominationDay.xls (0.02 MB)

Hello everybody,

Sorry i keep spaming you guys.:( Anyhow, as you guys know, elections are coming up! So here are the details lest you forget!:)

13th August Monday
ABC Information Session; S4-SR1; 1900hrs; Main Comm Tee

14th August-16th August Tuesday-Thursday
ABC Nomination Period; S4 Benches; 1030-1630
(Only Xiaomin, Candy, Max, Jacq, Vicki, Shuxian and Bernard are involved in mending the booth. Pls refer to the attached excel sheet for the time youve got to be there, okay! And thank you for helping.:))) The rest, please rem to get ur nomination forms from the booth and return it by 16th 1630hrs!!!!!!)

15th August Wednesday
ICAEW Talk; Executive Seminar Room 6 (S3.1-B1-08); 1300-1430
** Arrow by Prof Choo, as bernie would say.:)
ICAEW (Institute of Chartered Accountants in England and Wales) wish to come down and give a talk. Prof Choo has asked UPO to work with ABC to manage this talk as ICAEW could be a potential sponsor for ABC future events.
(Only Perry, Abby, Hong Jing, Xiaomin, Alexis, Edwin need to be present since they dont have classes till 1430hrs! And anyhow it'd be good if you guys go, since most of you intend to rerun!)

21st August Tuesday
ABC Rally; S4-SR3; 1900hrs
Those not intending to run please be there too! To ask the nominees questions! Attendance is complusory unless youre working okayyy! (Second last thing youve got to attend as 17th comm!)

23rd August
ABC Elections; S4 Benches; 1130-1430
Only those intending to rerun need to be present!

4th September
Annual General Meeting; S4-SR3, 1900hrs

Thats abt it!:D Id need you guys to acknowledge this email. Last time alreadyy! I promise.:))) Good luck to those rerunning!

Love,
Myra

Conclusion: It's not good to have a relatively free timetable. I'm so glad I'm not rerunning.

4:53 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

me and stephanie's hard work! Designing for NBS survival guide's Cover Page

I really like Teck Chong's polo Tee! Damn cute..he bought it from Thailand! Yay..and he's gg to help me get one during his next thailand trip. I hope there will still be stock. Miss bangkok shopping suddenly!!

HaHa...love this pic!(pointing up)=D

Nothing to blog so I post photos! I hope my new semester won't be stress. BUT first week of school already had to do a pre-test & busy with ABC and Welcome Day. I even had to miss my aa201 and aa202 seminars. I hate to miss lessons...So gg to keep the habit of packing my bag before I sleep in future so that I won't be late for school. I'm so certain now that I won't regret not being in the 18th committee. Then I'll have more time to earn money (give tuition), for my studies & projects, shopping, exercise, friends & sleep! OH yea=)) I hate the weather these days. Super Hot. I keep perspiring...hope I don't get pimples & fall sick.
Sleepz..

10:01 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

I'm quite proud of myself today! Manage to

1. Fix my router. It's working now!
2. Pack my wardrobe
3. Work out for 1 hr plus in gym
4. Found another tuition assignment!

heehee..at least I didn't idle away at home =)

8:31 PM

Sometimes when you feel like pouring your hearts out, need a listening ear or just an avenue for u to express ur feelings, you won't do so. Just like me reading all my past entries..I realise that some entries,(of course nt all) I do sound really happy but I could particularly remember that I actually feel upset that moment...but I just want to convince myself that it's just this particular time of the day I feel this way...so after publishing my seemingly NORMAL entry, I would reload the page a few times to convince myself that 'I'm fine'. Sometimes, you feel so terrible, be it school stuff, friends, family, you still won't want to let others know because either you think they won't understand or because you know how it feels like to be unhappy, you don't want to put them through what you have experienced, or you don't want them to get worried for you, or sometimes, whether you say it out or not doesn't make a difference at all. So I guess I'll just keep it inside me most of the time. Of course I know I complain a lot, but if I ever complain...it means tat at the end of the day, these issues are things that I will forget in less than a week or I don't really mean it afterall. I wonder how many bloggers are like me. But of course after securing my blog, I feel that I am less restricted to say some heavy-hearted issues.

My blog is almost a year old. Thinking back of my academic year in NTU. Okay, I'm like a 99.99% most fortunate freshie: having majority of my IJ clique in school, getting a position in a school's club, picked for pageant in a hall. But I don't feel happy somehow. My clique has drifted apart...there's politics in ABC, pageant was generally fine but I always feel that it pulled my studies down. I wish all these hadn't happen, but when things happen, they do happen. I won't be staying in hall next sem or be in the school comm, what will my life be like?

Friends, don't be too affected by others' remarks because those who like you will always forgive & believe in you & those who dislike you will never no matter how hard you try.

Am I asking for too much?

Got this from amelia's blog:
" sometimes, it doesnt mean that writing emo stuff is the same as being emo. sometimes its just that at the particular time of blogging, you feel emo, but once you talk to someone you change your perspective. sometimes moods are affected by books, reading. sometimes when a person blogs, it may not be about his/her own situation but rather about someone else, or about a character in a book, a plot, but it may seem just as real. sometimes emo-ness may arise as a result of a sad story, or as a result of thoughts about the world in general provoked by that book or situation. sometimes. sometimes it doesnt matter to go up and down. to have fluctuating moods. it's not that bad.

chill la.

silliness. haha."

My take on this comment: Totally agree. At least for nw at this point in time.
There's no right or wrong, no theorectical correct answer. At least I believe that nobody would want to hurt any other if given a choice. But come to think of it, nobody pointed a gun at your head to hurt someone else too. So why do people still get hurt? Because if there's no love in the first place, there won't be wounds...and when there's wounds, we should just accept whatever that has happen silently, release the unhappy memories & just move on with our lives..

Forgiveness begets emancipation
Emancipation begets happiness
Happiness begets more happiness

I'll treasure my happiness when the day comes.
Till then, I've a mind puzzling qn.
Which requires more courage? be it anything in life that you like a lot. To give up or to hold on?

12:15 AM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I went to buy CK perfume today. Super ex! $87 bucks..*heartache*

But luckily the sales assistant gave me a sample pack of Calvin Klein Summer & Euphoria miniature set. I love the Euphoria packaging! No wonder it's the most coveted fragrance bottle!

Bought from OG at orchard point. There's $12.40 rebate for OG members! hee. Super auntified! Still want to blog but it's super late already...shall continue tml..ZzzZz...

12:22 AM

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I've been living with a shadow overhead
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