Friday, April 27, 2007

It's over. No more COFFEE, CHICKEN ESSENCE, MUGGING at NLB! =)
I'm so glad to finish my stats paper today, not very appropriate to use the word finish cuz it wasn't really finished...but exams are finally over! =)

Here's the super ambiguous study plan which i nv ever once manage to strike off all the tasks that I was supposed to do in one day.

siao right? how to read 6 chapters of OB and one stats tutorial in a day. I know i siao already. Can even dream of playing badminton with Nigel and Jinglong. I told Jing long & he said so they are the signs and symptoms of me going crazy(in a sarcastic way of course).

I got a lot of plans now. some stupid plans, some fun and bimbo! haha, i wanna shift everthing back from hall to home, pack up my house, find a job, give extra tuition, start my driving lessons if possible, shopping, lose weight, brush up my piano skills, go bangkok wif my ij clique, bintan wif ABC, watch many many movies, ktv with vicki and jwen & sing my fav canto songs, dye my hair, go for foc camp, watch phantom & catch up wif my nus friends and s73!

Maybe I should draft a holiday schedule instead of the above study schedule.
and now I'm sure I will be better at striking the items now=)

12:54 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

I love this song!! Super niceee...gosh.. I haven heard such a nice song for a ages=)=)
My Fav Cantonese Song - December Rain

红绿灯闪烁从没守安份
迎面走过千百万个心行近
华丽的商店路人在买精品
狂热气氛谁着紧
逼得我心又再抖震

在札幌曾话过
没法分凝在冬天的街角
流出眼泪仍炽热
拥抱北风心暗涌
前事可否弥补
难料分开会是谁的痛

就到冰岛旅行
皑皑白雪
彷似极悲壮泪雨点
共冬天相衬
没有手臂被靠紧
冰冷的我谁来吻
我继续寻找脚印
我像冰封千里再无年与日月

长途的旅程骤然就到终点
无奈变天
无奈天天都挂牵
自觉讨厌

我记得曾话过没法分
凝在冬天的街角
流出眼泪仍炽热
拥抱北风心暗涌
前事可否弥补
明白分手会是谁的痛

寒夜
我独来独往
泪眼望向那方
用眼泪来对抗
何以常记
当日那醉人境况
要是明白我
但我没法改
全然没盼望
来让我本来到此下葬

就到冰岛旅行
皑皑白雪
彷似极悲壮
泪雨点
共冬天相衬
没法相衬就算不爱
誓要继续沉下去
我继续寻找
最爱

10:39 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

I Really Miss You

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me

Don't you know

I really miss you
Yes I do, yeah
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends

But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you
Yes I do, yeah
I really miss you

Yes I do, I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me

Oh, don't you know that

I really miss you
Yes I do, yeah
I really miss you
I miss you

I called you today just to hear you say
You were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again

(my definition of beauty, gorgeous, stunning)

11:35 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Endor girls. Before we went for Edelina's house. Well. the party was pretty good. I think Edelina is soo pretty!!! *envious* Quite glad to see all my og mates, makes me feel like gg for FOC seniors' camp. Vic is gg too! So I should go and 'pei' my blood sister...and Vic really like my sister ..the way she takes care of me...got Alvin to send me home. I really think Vicki is happy with her life now and I feel at ease now. Alvin better treat her well or he'll get it from me. haha..but I know he will. Wish them both happiness=)

Oh no...I'm way behind my mugging time-table. This is v bad. But I'm so tired, i think i should go and sleep n start mugging tml.

Goodnight!

11:52 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

13 more days to exam.

I'm determined to be a closet mugger for the next 13 days! I must do it. Just going to adopt charmaine's self-motivation line. Yes, and I'm going to remind myself to be like Pong Shimin. And after hearing from samantha how hardworking 4/1 girls like Mallery are, I feel so guilty for slacking in uni. Xiaomin, this 13 days could be a life changing opportunity for u. An improvement of GPA score will do me good! I hope all my A level/O level luck will fly back to me once again. Hm, maybe i should pray this time cuz praying seems to help me. Everytime I do well, it's because I pray to God to grant me determination, concentration and wisdom.

I just read rui and nana's blog. ha, congratulations Joanna. I didn't know you had a crush on our OB classmate. wahaha. Anw, he seems like a decent chap. Jia you! wahaha...( slap high five wif ruixin and lynn =p) That photo is super misleading but well, I must say u guys are super funny.
Sianz...my roomie is not gg to be in hall today and all the way till next wednesday...and I have to stay in hall cuz of OB project..which means I won't be able to enjoy air-con and watch tv today. I'm so sick of hall...there's too little social integration and social regulation. Learnt these 2 terms from my Sex, Death elective. My lecturer was talking about reasons for suicide. According to Durkheim, there are 4 forms- Altruistic, Fatalistic, Anomic, Egoistic. Each of them are at the extreme ends of social integration and social regulation. You kill yourself when there's too little social integration because you don't feel belong to the society and nobody understands you. That's egoistic suicide. However, when there's too much social integration, you kill yourself as a form of sacrificial for the community. That's altruistic. Thirdly, Anomic suicide happens when there's too little regulation. Becuase there's no sort of checks on your behavior, you develop a sense of anomy and therefore, you kill yourself. Lastly, fatalistic suicide. You end your life because there's too much regulation, too many constraints, you feel suffocated, you want to die. With that, I have well expounded why people commit suicide. It's a logical flow of reasoning, isn't it? Blogging about this makes me feel good cuz i don't feel like I'm wasting my time blogging but I'm doing my revision. haha..I think it's damn foolish to kill yourself cuz killing is painful process and there's a lot more better things to do in life like shopping and buying many nice clothes. And talking about clothes, I want to stock up my wardrobe!

Hm...I've got plans for next sem when I'm a year 2! I've made up my mind to step down from ABC. I'll take up more tuition and learn driving! haha...at the same time, I hope I'll have more time for studies and friends in year 2. But first I must really study HARD. Stop slacking.
I've planned my own revision time-table already. Though it kinda looks overly-ambitious and squeezed up.
Yay, feel so energised and motivated now. I feel so shu1 fu2 and relax now!
I must aspire to be like the 4/1 girls!!

CONSTANT REMINDER: 13 more days

4:15 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

14 days to exam.

11:51 PM

Ponning lecture sounds okay.
Playing truant sounds bad.
I skipped a day of school today which means i have a 3 day week this week.
There's really many perspective at how you look at things.
You can interpret it in a good or bad way all the time.
Well, it really depends on how you try to make it sound.
Hai..OVERDOSE of OB!! I've been trying to come up with a good and bad perspectives of the organization. sucks...and total i only wrote 6 pages which is damn ultra little and pathetic as compared to my classmates.
and i hate to study for stats quiz too. I miss Emaths and Amaths..even Cmaths is okay compared to this.

I want to be a kid =(

12:51 AM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

I'm stoning. can't study anymore.
appearing offline on msn also. and I'm only chatting wif rx
I guess i'm too stress lately.
I don't even realise it's April's Fool today till ruixin told me.
just had a terrifying nightmare that my sister became a ghost.
and it reminded that I used to be a sleepwalker when i was small
yes, it's creepy isn't it?
If the problem persisted,
I could have walked to the kitchen and grab a chopper
or jumped off a building
ha. but i think the scariest thing is that if my sister woke up --> go to the toilet and found me sleepwalking
yea, and if u guys don't know. I do have coulrophobia.
it developed cuz i had persistent of the same dream in the past.
Anw, I dreamt of jk ytd.
surprising eh?
I dun even know why it happened. Anw, I only found in amusing and NOTHING ELSE.
Cuz time will pass and people will grow up
Anw, I still hope he's happy now.
though I'm not that little girl anymore.

And this leads me to thinking that
maybe unrequited love is the best love
cuz it's deeply desired..
cuz u know u'll never get it
and the person's image shall always be perfect in ur memory
nv tainted and no disappointments

I'm stoning now.

Some sleepylovelylittleanimals just never fail to make me smile :)

2:29 AM